from you to me from my convictions

i can't stop the tears that fall from my eyes because of the hurt i get every time words come from your mouth such hateful and evil words you speak why do you do this when you know i can't stand by myself with out you when you use me and then pick me back up only to do it again why the hurt? Why you? why me? Why can't you see that you are no good and that i waste away under you. Please just let me go for i can live.